i don´t know her... but I´m ready to learn how to hate someone..
"she´s my best friend", he says... yeah.. he knows her for a few weeks and suddenly they are intrinsically tied to each other....
he speaks of her whenever he can.. like she´s the best that ever happened to him.. "she´s so cute..she gave a plush-toy to me! ..she´s moving into a new place, I have to help her, because I´m her best friend!... oh not right now, marci´s calling... oh,no, we can only meet when you want to go with marci and me to this xy (standing for everything i hate).." ...yeah..right.. just friends..

she´s so cute
she´s friendly
she´s funny
she´s interested in everything you´re interested in
she´s soooooooo super

yeah..and I´m doing nothing but lying in a corner..
I´m not able to give you what you need
I´m not able to show you how much you mean to me
I don´t like parties, or going into a bar

I´m just not what you want, right?
But you love me like nothing else.. yeah.. you love so much that I´m feeling like an ugly,fat bitch..
like I´m nothing ...

and now I´m writing this.. knowing that nothing changes.. that nobody will now that i´m not angry.. i´m just.. so sad..

i´m weeping just like an emo..