i will rise again *sing*

yeah.. my night was very bad.. but I´m in a good mood though *keeps singing all the day til her voice dies away*

at the end of the month i´ll get a cat.. i´m so happy!
not alone here anymore!
her old keeper named her "mini" but i think i´m going to call her sookie .. but i don´t know how she looks like yet..so i´ll wait with the name

I´m not thinking i´m going to die from heartache anymore..
stupid son of a bitch- i don´t care anymore!
he wasn´t the right one, i know for sure now.
he´s sleeping around, catching every girl he can... urgh!
he said i´m cheap, but when i am cheap then he´s for free!

it hurts sometimes, but i´m gonna forget.. this is my life..the only on i have and i´m not going to spend it with weeping and some more weeping...

i think i´m a little bit in love with someone i don´t know for real.. sounds strange? yeah it is.. but i´m not going to ignore anymore. Maybe he´s the one? And when he´s not..yeah..then like him anyway.. and if he don´t want me? then I´ll smile about it and say that´s okay.

I will do what i like and how i like.. so beware *laughing*

But one thing i have to say once more: i hate christmas! *shaking* ..bad vibes everywhere..and my mother wants to set me up, because "i look so lonely" ...yeah..sure.. i am! But that´s not a reason to send me pics of guys..
i´m lonely, but not SO lonely.. naaah.. Think i have to tell her she can put them in her place where the sun´s not shining..

and now..

Shut up and dance!