I´ll cry no more... yeah right.. so where do the tears come from..?

I want to be dead inside again and I´m not able to.. that´s not right.. that´s not fair.. i never wanted to fall in love.. it was love that fell on me..

I´m not made to be loved.. I´m just.. what am I?

i don´t know anymore.. maybe I should go..
i´m not able to feel right..

so what am I living for.. pain? loneliness? coldness? yeah..that are reasons to stay.. *laughs*

it hurts..damned.. it hurts like hell.. even if I´m smiling, like everything´s okay and it doesn´t matter...


Inside my heart keeps screaming never
Nevermore
Burning my body with a fever
To the core