Hey there!
Yesterday I found a cover-version of the sister-of-mercy´s "This Corrosion"
by maryslim feat Jyrki 69

..and goth.. I love it! i adore Jyrki 69 (since I was 13 *laughing*)
and at the moment this song mekes my blood run hot.. boiling in my veins <3

[link]

Hey now, hey now now, sing This Corrosion to me!

On daze, like this
In times like these
I feel an animal deep inside
Well, what do you say
Living on if and if I tried,
Somebody got a song for me
sing
sing

Hey now, hey now now, sing This Corrosion to me!


mh..in front of me my cat is lying on the desk, rolling from side to side in the sun.. he´s so cute (when he sleeps... when he´s awake he´s THE devil)
oh I wish I could go swim or do something... or that someone would miss me.. but since I´m ill everyone has gone but a few real friends..but they´re iving too far away to come stop by..
I´m unhappy about being ill this long..and no end on sight.. that sucks.. that so sucks. Making me sad and a ittle bit angry.. I´m missing so much.. but nobody cares
I think I´m going to fade away some day when nothing happens.. I just go *pooooof* like a cloud of mist and then I´m gone -.- ... but I guess nobody would really realize it... maybe after some years..just like "oh..mh.. wasn´t there a Vanessa? No? Must have been a dream then."

grrrr.. *could bite her cat in the leg* ..but that wouldn´t change anything I guess.

Damn humans. Damn being ill. Damn everything. Arghs. I´m getting depressed.