I thought you cared for real
I thought that I was good to you,
And made you smile a lot
But this is what I've got
I look around,
And my friend you are gone,
I guess you've been for long

I wish I could say
That if you change you're mind I'm here
That if you call for me, I'm there
If you're hurting, I'll run fast
Forget about the past
I'll be right by your side
Be right by your side
[lene marlin]

Sometimes I think my heart is just there for others to stomp on it and leave the pieces behind..
I know I shouldn´t be sad, because I knew it would come this way.. but it still tastes bitter on my tongue.. before I would´ve just shrugged and made it leave my mind..

but this time it´s a gentle hurting that doesn´t go away... 4 months of wondering, hoping, fearing... now I can be sure.. because now i know for sure that he has no more feelings for me.. but for another one.

Maybe it´s the gently freezing all over my skin.. the icy feeling inside of me.. I think I´m gonna be myself again.. foolish thing to do..to want to change for the love of someone..
foolish..yeah..sounds like me.

I´ll go on just like before.. I put a smile on my face,play my role... maybe there´ll be sunshine for me one day.. who knows.

"Dumb , dumb girl
Can´t you see you´re such a joke
When was the last time your cellphone rang
Babygirl let´s not pretend"
[Lambretta]